tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6695087504686401302.post3925022117781170732..comments2023-10-19T03:53:51.142-07:00Comments on MobyJane: I Still Must Handle Depression HitsA. .B. Curtisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01061784337021208166noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6695087504686401302.post-57830613964757239212010-12-08T23:18:33.348-08:002010-12-08T23:18:33.348-08:00I'm sorry you had to go through this tonight. ...I'm sorry you had to go through this tonight. I'll tell you the truth. I've taken to reading excerpts from your book every time I am in pain. I have been hammered today by thoughts that weren't helpful but I always put a thought in with it saying to myself that I have a choice and I choose to think something else. It has helped but recently my mind seems to have given out on me. I have trouble remembering anything even what I said just a minute ago. Its so odd to me. Slightly unnerving and it makes me wonder if I can keep this up. Maybe its lack of sleep or just chronic pain but my mind feels so muddled and has for the last while. It reminds me of that quote in your book about how there is no hell but confusion no heaven but clarity. I feel like I am in a constant hell. It hurts and I wonder if I can get my mind to work for me. Reading this post of yours tells me that this is doable. I'm still not completely sure how but I do know that your post up here tonight wasn't coincidence. I needed to be reminded. Thankyou.Blueyedanehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07929151412742060605noreply@blogger.com